So, I've finally made a bit of a breakthrough in my job...with my relationship with my boss.  We had a really good conversation yesterday and I feel so much more resolved and supported.  It's funny how poor communication creates barriers between people.  I've found that very often it's because of misunderstandings with communication rather than people really being "jerks".  It's a good lesson to me that I shouldn't let others affect my confidence so much.

I've lost a LOT of my confidence over the past couple years.  And I'm asking myself why I allowed that..and how I can get myself back.  I miss that confidence and "wholeness" feeling.